Weather and Heat

July weather has arrived, and Doug and I are having our usual disagreement about it. Eighty degrees is hot, he says, a typical Michigander view. Eighty degrees isn’t even warm enough for a sleeveless dress I say, a Southern Californian. Dry California heat is different from humid Michigan heat, he tells me. Yes, I say, but I’m sitting right next to you here in humid Michigan and I say it’s not hot. Then I go sit in a shady spot under a tree among the ferns, and he misses out, though he doesn’t consider that he’s missing anything. And I do worry that if I sit there too long the ferns will engulf me – look at them trying, inching up between the bricks, swamping even the lilies of the valley. 

The poinsettias, like me, enjoy coming outdoors for the summer. They had grown so thin and weepy indoors, this vacation was just what they needed, pulling a new green summer wardrobe over their heads; summer camp for Christmas plants. But I know I can rely on them. Indoor winter light will turn them red again when the time comes.

In a Michigan summer it doesn’t get dark till after nine at night. There’s plenty of light to grow things like this gigantic swath of burgeoning shrubbery, four feet high and about as wide. One search engine thinks it’s catnip and one thinks it’s lemon balm, but I didn’t plant either of them so, whatever else, it’s definitely a volunteer. I brought some in and Frassy rejected it as catnip, but she’s picky about her treats.

Last year’s milkweed was from deliberate seeds, but this year they have added to their number on their own account. They look ready for entire flocks of monarchs, but as yet I’ve seen only two dancing attendance on them. Is it too hot for butterflies? Milkweed is toxic to most animals, so I was surprised to find some of the mid-height leaves munched off, as if by deer. We have three new fawns, inexperienced enough to eat something like that. I’d be happier if it was the woodchuck but she’s too wily.

There’s also a mix of the deliberate and the accidental on the deck. The purchased petunias, taking the opposite route from the poinsettias, are going for a hot, summery red. Behind them the bougainvillea, after sulking tragically indoors the last few months, is stretching every finger in the sun and heat, just beginning to get the polish on its nails. The other pots are mostly full of greenery from zinnia and cosmos seeds I started a few weeks ago, but there in the middle of them is a glorious flash of California poppies, volunteer repeats from last summer. The seed must have survived the Michigan winter and frosty spring, waiting it out until the soil warmed up and local conditions matched its native needs. The poppies rose to the occasion. They’re split decision between me and Doug – eighty degrees is not too hot for daytime, but way too hot at night. As nights warm up they fade, waving goodbye in a fall of petals and fine seed. They’ll be back.

The Little Girls

All day I tried to write a blog post about my beautiful summer flowers, but all I can think about is the little girls swept away in the Texas floods. Summer was beautiful for them, too, swimming and canoeing, supported by the river and trusting in the goodness of life as children do. They slept, and the world changed. They woke to thunder, and the lurch of a power they never knew the river had. 

Those sweet, small lives. Not only the devastated families whose daughters were lost, but also those girls who survived, now have this experience engraved on their hearts. All the rest of us, no matter our politics or attitudes toward climate disasters, have hearts rent by their pain right now.

Meanwhile in Texas, they will face the question of blame. Blame is useful if, instead of poisoning regret and generating revenge, it is targeted toward solutions to the problems that fed the disaster in the first place. To have a child, the saying goes, is to have your heart walking around outside your body. All those girls, beautiful as summer flowers, leave many empty spaces behind them, and only memories to fill them in. I hope the families of Camp Mystic can find comfort and solace in remembrance.

August at My House

b flowersMy friend Cindy is always a little sad when the rudbeckia bloom because in Michigan, she says, it means summer is almost over. But Labor Day is no longer the benchmark it once was, not even for schoolchildren, who are increasingly likely to go back to class in August. No one would say summer is over in August. And this year frost is not predicted for southeast Michigan until November, so I think she has plenty of summer left.

b fawnsSo do the fawns. I’m told they’re mostly born in June, but we don’t see them foraging in our yard until mid-July, and more of them in August. They will lose those spotted markings as they grow their winter coats, usually starting in September. It will be interesting to see when that happens this year.

b indigo tomatoBut of course August is also the big month for tomatoes. Such an inspiring fruit, in its masquerade as a vegetable and its ability to make anything delicious. What would bacon and lettuce be without it? How would spaghetti manage? Whatever did they eat in Italy before tomatoes arrived from the New World? Here are my “indigo” tomatoes, that fool the squirrels, a harvest with basil, and a poem I wrote to celebrate them all.

b tomatoesBumper Crop

Tomato abundance
startles the garden,
sizes, shapes, colors of them
never seen before,
tiger-striped, pink, black,
scarlet and heavy inside,
sturdy stakes bend to the ground,
tomatoes roll, they press
against the garden gate,
spring it open,
bowl over timid rabbits,
swamp the woodchuck,
pelt the curious deer,
tomatoes sweep the drive,
to Honey Creek,
to the Huron River,
they bob with canoes and kayaks,
crest the dam at Barton Pond,
shoot the cataracts at Argo,
laugh at joggers, at trains,
the pylons of highways,
Ypsilanti here they come,
a flood in Ford territory,
they flow past the airport,
burst into Lake Erie
and out the other side,
the Erie Canal, the Hudson River,
the Atlantic Ocean,
tomatoes, tomatoes,
red tide of tomatoes,
to England, to Iceland,
to the Arctic Ocean,
feed the polar bears,
thread the floes, Murmansk,
the North Slope, Nunavut,
Hudson Bay, the Canadian Shield,
the Mackinac Straits,
hitch-hike from Saginaw,
roll down the median of Highway 23,
tomatoes, tomatoes,
welcome home, tomatoes,
a tumult of sunshine
swells your skin,
one bite and out leaps
every kind of summer,
ninety-three million miles of red light
in a single burst.